PD

Mumbai, Maharashtra, India
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EOD 18th May...JLT

Almost 11 in the night ...another pang of writing my blog. So what happened today?...Nothing started the day with Sujal's crude mails. Jigna got upset even more later when Sujal marked a mail to me which was originally sent by her. Very bad of him.

Anyway, life is going on in office ...people are showing their shocking faces everytime they hear i have quit ...interestingly enough or rather expected. Sometimes I keep wondering ...m I doing the right thing ...especially when I think how God got me a job in this company ... Lord what are you upto...i know u ve somethinbg up ur sleeve that's why keep getting these signs on how to recuperate from job losses.

I'm so insecured and I add to it with doing silly things... its high time I loosen up. Life is weird and not everybody's perfect. The early i understand that the easier will it be for me. I mean hold on the second...there are millions of people like me around...confused, trying to get a grip. okie time to go off to sleep...good night

Faith

Faith I can do all things through Christ. Yes Lord I can do all things through you but them defining all things is what you need to take over in my current life. I don know how much I justify quitting my job when this is the one that you miraculously got for me and strangely enough I feel you are showing me and going forward I mayt be having no job at all. But whatever the case may be ...Lord please don't forsake me and forgive me for my sin. Lord I need help...mental help..its like i ve solutions to all problems but biggest problem is I don't act on them....end of day when I come before you with my two bits you still love even though i ve been a naughty kid. Lord I'm going to be 27 this November, no more a kid...need to stabalize myself....please help...I cry out for HELP...please HELP...in aligning my thoughts for your growth (sounds very marketing :) jus help...i need not tell u what I need or want 'coz my needs might be someone's want and vice versa....I want to live a happy life and so a lot of others I know..Help me to make both ...Its not easy..no its not easy ...but please be with me...I cannot fathom how you took me through 4 LFWs...Dude u rock !! you are amazing ...just be with me for you are bigger than anything and I can move mountains with you...Love you Lord!
In Jesus name Amen!