Strange Feelings

I have a strange feeling inside me. I don know why...even though I have God's amazing Grace protecting and shadowing me everywhere and in everything...why are there unruly thoughts, rude sarcasms, pull down feeling thats making my conscious corrupted and closed...M I seriously so rigid and arrogant that I cannot deal with seniors at work?! From the beginning this has been a complain...Vinita, Archana, Ikshita...i mean m i that bad? I mean yes I know I can be a little 'Might is Right' but that can't be the only reason not to handle day to day issues with the bosses but the worse is I bring them home with me....m ming keeps racing with imaginations.